Do you ever feel that somehow, you are here right now, existing, and living life because of something, somewhat, or somebody that is connected to you somehow? That they make up your existence, and they contribute to your personality as a person. You can't imagine your life not being able to interact with it or them and leading a different life as to what you are now. I've always had those sentiments.
I can't imagine living my life without being connected somehow to the Philippine National Police Academy. Maybe because this was the main reason my Mom and dad were together for so long, because my dad entered the academy instead of taking up the board exam for future engineers.
So there you go, the main reason why I existed is even related to the academy. Growing up, I learned that not everyone who wants to enter that institution are privileged to do so as there are strict screening processes in which every applicant must excel at in order to be accepted into this institution.
My respect grew for the academy because they are capable of molding different people from different regions with unique culture as leaders with one goal and that is "To Learn Today, To Lead Tomorrow". These future leaders would have to possess qualities and traits that would bid them fit to the academy. I fell in love with the idea of giving service to the people someday. Maybe that was what made me selfless and empathetic to the needs of the others and their emotions.
The Philippine National Police Academy was established under Section 19, Presidential Decree 1184 and became a primary component of the Philippine Public Safety College (PPSC) pursuant to Section 67 of Republic Act No. 6975 which was created to provide preparatory education and training of the three uniformed bureaus of the Department of the Interior and Local Government (DILG) namely, Philippine National Police (PNP), Bureau of Fire Protection (BFP) and Bureau of Jail Management and Penology (BJMP).
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I didn't really thought of joining the academy when I was a child but I've always been amazed every single time my Dad brings me there. It's like there is a sense of calmness that I feel whenever I'm there. Come in high school, I thought about it more often. I actually planned to enter after graduating high school. But then the requirements changed. The minimum age for one to be qualified in applying was 18 years old.
So change of plans, I told myself that I will enter the academy after one year in college.
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Faced with schoolwork, the pressure of a new environment, and personal issues, my grip on my dream of entering the academy was loosening. I didn't know what to do. It was like I didn't know who was I anymore.
But then because of one major event that happened to me, I woke up in reality. Come 2016, I was brand new. My goal to enter the academy was back. By June 2016, I applied for the entrance examination in the academy to be taken in the last Sunday of October.
Taking the exam gave me mixed emotions. Sure, the exam was easy as pie, but it left me paranoid that I may fail because I was too confident (happens a lot) and I CANNOT FAIL THE EXAM. I wanted to show my dad that I can make it and I wanted to prove to myself that PNPA is destined for me. I even set a goal for myself that I should be part of the top 50 passers when the results come out just as my dad was placed 16th when he took the exam.